Ed Levine's Serious Diet, Week 84: Do You Ever Scare Yourself Into Eating Less?
"Many thanks, serious eaters, for all the shout-outs of support and encouragement."
I scared myself into not eating last week, and not just because of what I ate on the road in Chicago. Erin pointed out that my real downfall was the double meal I ate last Tuesday night.
It started with oxtail, shepherd's pie, jerk chicken, leg of lamb, and goat at The Islands with Erin and Carey. Then it was (and this was the killer) two pork roasts and two fried chicken recipes from Donald Link's and David Chang's books that Cook the Book's Caroline Russock made at her house for a cookbook competition we are participating in.
So when you think about it, my two-pound weight gain let me off easy. But it was the uncontrolled, unconscious eating more than the weight gain that scared me and scared me straight.
Straight? Straight where? Straight back to portion control, moderation, and not putting myself in a position to fail. Chicago was defensible but the Jamaican food and pork and fried chicken tripleheader wasn't.
I had many opportunities to pack it in (pun intended) this week, but I didn't. And for that I have to in part thank the SE community. You all have been so supportive and so helpful and encouraging with your comments—I can't begin to thank you enough. Sometimes I wish the Serious Eaters following along my diet path could all have sponsors (buddies) like the AAers do (at least they do in the movies). I know I would have called my sponsor many times this week.
When?
When I was up on Martha's Vineyard this past weekend and kept driving past Mrs. Blake's Pies. Somehow, some way, I managed not to eat one slice of Mrs. Blake's divine pie.

When I was driving to and from the Vineyard. Some people avoid speed traps. I avoided the huge fried clam trap ready to ensnare me the moment I hit the road to the Vineyard:
- Lenny's in Branford, Connecticut
- Clam Castle in Madison, Connecticut
- Sea Swirl in Mystic, Connecticut
- Lindsey's in Buzzards Bay, Massachusetts
- Clam Shack in Falmouth Harbor, Massachusetts
And once I am on the island:
- The Bite in Menemsha
- John's Fish Market in Vineyard Haven
I somehow avoided all the worthy fried clam destinations this time around. [Here is a more complete list of fine fried clammeries.]
When we were eating that delicious breakfast at Prime Meats. I stuck pretty religiously to my take-two-bites-and-pass-it-on regimen. This was particularly hard to do with the French toast, the steak, eggs, and rosti, and poached eggs and wild mushrooms.
When we hit the comfort food mecca Trailer Park near SE HQ for a feast of cheesesteaks, tater tots, cheeseburgers, and chili. I thought I was being really careful (we did leave a lot of food), but I must admit, I felt uncomfortably full afterward.
When Lynbrook Bagels brought in dozens of their most excellent bagels this week, along with many kinds of cream cheese, scones, cookies, and brownies. Try having a big bag of that on your conference table all week and not partaking—at all. I did pretty well, but that conference table is located too damn close to my desk.
So many thanks, serious eaters, for all the shout-outs of support and encouragement. They really helped me get back to the things that have gotten me this far, and I am truly appreciative. It was not an easy week to be sure, but it could have been so much worse.
The Weigh-In
The weigh-ins during the week were not especially promising, so I would be happy with staying the same today, 216 pounds. I guess you could call it Net Weight Neutral. Here we go: 216. Next week I'm going to try to get back into negative territory.
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14 Comments:
Aww...no need to make us blush so early in the morning. :)
You gotta give yourself some credits as well. It's your own will and perseverance that got you throught the week. Bravo to your stamina and remember that we fall at times, but we learn to get back up and going. We're always there for you!
gargupie at 9:11AM on 09/11/09
good work this week, ed. i seriously do NOT know how you do it. working in SE HQ....i would have no self-control at all. not overeating in the face of deliciousness is a constant struggle for me as well and i have yet to fine the discipline i really need. reading this every week is inspiring for us readers too!
sarahlucy at 9:29AM on 09/11/09
why does everything have to taste so darn good.... a mean trick our bodies play on us.... anyway ed, i guess you've got what it takes to
stay on the straight and narrow..... good luck, it's mind over mouth.
pooch at 9:59AM on 09/11/09
I'm impressed that you didn't gain weight after seeing all of the wonderful food that taunted you this week!! That in itself is an accomplishment worth celebrating!!
SusanP at 10:16AM on 09/11/09
Good job Ed! Not gaining any weight is a plus. And food addicts have Overeaters Anonymous. Again, lifestyle changes take time. Portion control seems to be what works for me. That and eating more veggies. Also, a little more exercise. The point isn't to deprive yourself of anything, just don't eat it until you get sick. Eventually your body will want the good stuff more than the bad stuff.
queenbleu at 10:24AM on 09/11/09
You went to Trailer Park? America's original trailer park lounge?!?
Erin Zimmer at 10:54AM on 09/11/09
EIGHTY FOUR WEEKS. Wow. I am really impressed with your determination. You are The Man.
simon at 11:36AM on 09/11/09
"Straight? Straight where? Straight back to portion control, moderation, and not putting myself in a position to fail." LOL! well written. you've got the willpower and the wit to reach your goals. im rootin for ya
your stories are inspirational Ed, keep up the great work. btw i can't ever resist fried clams ever. ever. and the ones in that pic are no exception
hungrychristel at 11:49AM on 09/11/09
Catharsis is good. Hang in there.
janaatwg at 12:59PM on 09/11/09
Hang in there, Ed; you're doing a great job at what would be a very difficult task for anyone, let alone a professional food reviewer/writer/blogger. I had a hard time yesterday at an office birthday party - we had mochi ice cream, bon bons, all kinds of savory snacks from Trader Joe's and more. Thankfully, I restricted myself to fruit only and lost a couple of pounds this week thanks to my perseverance.
And, yes, AAers do have sponsors - my dad's served as a sponsor to many other alcoholics and it's great to have someone "talk you down" from temptation. But, sponsors also help when you've given in - they help pick you back up. And I can guarantee that us Serious Eaters will always be there to support you - so please keep trying. ;-)
Just keep up the good work and get some squash, biking or walking in next week - I'll be thinking of you when I play tennis or go jogging this weekend!
Lorena at 1:21PM on 09/11/09
Hi Ed!
I've never commented before (in fact, I finally had to join Serious Eats to do so) but I wanted to let you know two things: 1. Your diet and your success has really inspired me on my parallel journey, I've been looking to you to keep me motivated all summer since I discovered your blog. I'm now down 70lbs in 1.5 years so a success all around. 2. This particular post in this particular moment in time really resonates with me because I have had a very similar problem the past two/three weeks and its a comfort that you're out there with the same struggles as I have. So thank you.
longbones at 1:29PM on 09/11/09
Ed, I have nothing but respect for you, especially learning how you avoided regional specialties while on the road. That's my downfall. I wish I could be one of those people who enjoyed a place for its landmarks, its people, its memories..... not the local bites. Good job!
unpocojmoney at 10:40PM on 09/11/09
Ed the important thing is you caught the gain before it could undo all the good you've done for yourself. You should be very proud, I know we are.
I have to admit though, I could never resist the siren call of fried clams from sea swirl in mystic. I used to work in mystic and drove back roads just to avoid that place.
huneybumper at 10:19AM on 09/12/09
I love lynbrook bagels
Deb G at 8:44AM on 09/18/09